seksi is noob

[Seksi]

yoooo

I've been having much stress and negative influence in regards to an
unfortunate string of events that keeps on rolling concerning my
family...

I haven't been able to play recently and won't for at least another
week.  I'm pretty certain I'll be back in time for the first game, but
not completely.

Most of what's been going on should be resolved soon, the toughest
times are behind me.  When I come back I will be in a better situation
life-wise and ready to return to normality. Recently it seems that i've
become hungry for attention after essentially being detached from the
people closest to me (family and friends, not some high school gf, etc). 
After a chaotic 2 years most of this is FINALLY starting to resolved.

Anyway, not that basically a stranger's life should concern anyone. 
Just stating to "clear the air" for myself or anyone that was curious.
Also to note that I've enjoyed the different aspects of playing FFA with
everyone and have been for a looong time.  There are a number of cool
people that share a common interest to form what has been the FFA
community for so many years.

As a result of the aforementioned events, I feel that my approach to the
game has been clouded in recent times. Too many emotions, chatting,
etc. Before recently, I've liked to play to the old-school notion represented
today by players like Fly or Dase. This is when players will fight first,
talk second, instead of the other way around. An emphasis on micro
and macro before (if need be) resenting to manipulation or cries for help.

This concept brings the most enjoyment and respect, in my opinion. 
Ending an emotional roller-coaster for me will do wonders in portraying
the persona I wish to represent.     

If we end up needing to play some sort of qualifier, I will do my
absolute best to be back by then.  Looking forward to what's to come!

Thanks,

-Seksi

/endpersonalstory

[FML|WorpeX]

Hope you get everything resolved in your personal life and come back in full force! Take all the time you need, we'll be here when you're ready to rumple again. :D

[Rebuke[SkyNet]]

knew this guy wasnt normal and mentally unstable

[Kruppe]

knew this guy wasnt normal and mentally unstable

It is not recommended to post such crap.

To help you out considering your posts, read this:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_personality_disorder

You are very welcome.

Kruppe

[Rebuke[SkyNet]]

ur a moron






that is all

[Seksi]

Thanks Worpex, I appreciate it, everything is positive.  And to Kruppe, the professional of them all, thank you and you present sound advice.  All I can hope for is that rebuke takes a look at that link and tries to improve his own problems.

Anybody with any decency would at least respect another human being going through struggle.  It's ok though because we see many people on the internet just like rebuke, all we can do is feel bad for them, hope or pray.  People that go online and act all badass, talk in all caps, call people trash/nerds/etc have obvious social problems outside of wc3 thus resort to trying to be cool on the internet. 

I bet he has never had sexy women look his way, substantial friendships or true happiness.  I guess he feels like he can compensate his lack of character, respect, or  substance in life by being mediocre at wc3 and an asshole to everyone around him.  They call that small dick syndrome.  Beat up on noobs and talk shit,  pretend in your own mind that you are good at something, make up for what's really missing in you, all while being protected by the safety net that is your computer.  Call people TRASH and LOLLOLOL and talk like a dweeb to feel big and mighty in a video game.

Even by your own measurement of success (wc3), you are only an above-average player at best.  TRASH, NERD DOWN, LOLOLOL, ITHINKIMTHEBEST, etc is just a translation for "I need to make up for the many shades of loser that I represent".  On the internet you're bad, you're tough, you can be arrogant and anything you want to be! lol, what's next, call me a virgin? Everybody knows someone like this, and I bet most would agree with this sentiment.   

While me exposing your character in this fashion goes against what is right, I made an exception because it was personal.  Anyone that doesn't at least feel for somebody dealing with true catastrophy is either cold-hearted or an ignorant, troubled person.  I would never put down anyone morning death and disaster.  I understand serving you a rebuttle is counter-productive but I felt like it was called for. 
 
PS>> Everybody else is cool and has been for the longest time. I'm not going to keep on  in some dumb internet war with disrespectful characters.  Thanks for being true and I'll be back soon. For rebuke you can just re-read my second paragraph for a summary. That, or reflect on the concept of small dick syndrome in your own case.

That is all.
 

[Rebuke[SkyNet]]

seksi crying for sympathy, nothing new


and another cry for attention ur a child and snake

always will be always have been

[Ugrilainen]

ok nothing wrong with me closing this topic I guess.

Everyone please keep cool, no need to use harsh language